A best friend, a worst enemy, a life partner and a lover, not sure how to describe her. Our most recent history would put her in a very exclusive list of people I should hate with all of my heart, but my heart doesn’t convey that feeling towards others. Instead, I just feel a bottomless pit of sadness when it comes to her… She reminds me that some people will act with little to no consideration of others’ feelings and won’t necessarily have the capacity of introspection needed to be aware of the consequence of their own actions and therefore reflect upon them. Coming from someone I so deeply care about was really meaningful in my life, for she forced life lessons I may not have, otherwise, had the opportunity to learn. In so in many ways, even though our last meaningful interactions, on January 11, 2011, put an end to my capacity to believe in life, I’m so incredibly thankful to have met her.
Origin of Nickname
When we were young, we spent years together on a farm. That was the nickname of her horse.
First Seen
1995(?)
Last Seen
2011